This week has been so eye-opening. I’ve learned so much about life. I’ve learned so much about myself and energy and the power positive thinking.
I wanted to use this post as a start of something new. I’ve been using this blog so wrong. I’ve realized I’ve used this blog to reveal negative thoughts, unnecessary “secrets”, using this place as a place to hide even more from the truth and others. It was fear.
There is no need for a blog to be a place for revealing EVERYTHING. The thing I learned this trip so far is that no one needs to know everything. You are in control of your thoughts, problems and you need to deal with them yourself with a positive attitude! I also learned that people don’t care as much as we think we do. I’ve been so worried about how to please others and never took the time to put myself first. I never realized how much focus I put on others to make me happy. I relied on others to give me happiness
When In reality, all you really need is a positive energy to help you through the struggles of life.
We are all connected. We are connected through the universe and our energies work with what we give and what we give is what we receive from them. Everything you see happening is the consequence of what which you are
However I think the most important thing I’ve learned is the concept of letting go of the past. I’ve held so much anger towards my negative experiences. I’ve been holding on to the sadness of it all. I’m ready to let everything go. So this a start of it…
I want to apologize to people I’ve hurt in the last couple of months. Whether it’s people I’ve known forever or people I just met. If I hurt you with my actions or words, I really am sorry. I hope you realize that part of me was a dark period and I’m on the path of where I was before everything happened. I know it takes more than an apology. I also know that you may or may not accept it. For once, I am doing this for me because as I said it before I am ready to move on and it’s now up to you guys on whether you still want me in your lives. Don’t worry about me and just think about your feelings and thoughts. In the end, this is your life. You do what you gotta do.
This blog is now going to be different.
I’ve stopped relying on others to make my decisions and I know I’m strong enough to make my own decisions on what I want. I’m going to tackle on that wall of fear that I’ve put up and conquer it. Everything you want is on the other side of fear and I know what I want.
Also I’m ready to just enjoy life and enjoy the moment and not worry about the future as I have before. Memories and experience is what makes life what it is. I’m ready to be have fun and be that adventurous person I know I am!
Welcome to cocoparadise 2.0
And I wish everyone a motivating, fun and kick ass weekend.